[00:01.08]I always thought
[00:03.64]I would end up doing something special
[00:07.43]I planned it out and put it in my schedule
[00:11.39]I thought I had it figured out
[00:16.28]And I was taught
[00:18.94]If you pay your dues you get a paycheck
[00:22.76]But I put in the time ain't gotten paid yet
[00:26.74]So I don't know what that's about
[00:33.41]Wonder if I'm getting any closer
[00:37.21]If anything is right around the corner
[00:41.08]I tell myself to keep working harder and getting farther
[00:46.98]Am I just a lost cause
[00:50.50]Or am I feeling lost cause
[00:54.57]I can't tell the difference
[00:57.98]Between my fear and intuition
[01:02.08]Am I just a lost cause
[01:05.83]Or just a little off course
[01:09.94]I can't make a decision
[01:13.28]So I keep waiting I keep wishing
[01:17.62]My mama called
[01:20.41]I brushed it off when she asked what I'm doing
[01:24.06]The truth is I don't really have a clue and
[01:28.02]And I didn't wanna let her down
[01:34.67]Wonder if I'm getting any closer
[01:38.53]If anything is right around the corner
[01:42.29]I tell myself to keep working harder why do I bother
[01:48.34]Am I just a lost cause
[01:52.05]Or am I feeling lost cause
[01:55.94]I can't tell the difference
[01:59.45]Between my fear and intuition
[02:03.68]Am I just a lost cause
[02:07.40]Or just a little off course
[02:11.28]I can't make a decision
[02:14.73]So I keep waiting I keep wishing
[02:19.05]I keep waiting I keep wishing
[02:22.27]Always a day away from quitting
[02:25.93]But when I'm just about to give in
[02:30.94]Something won't let me let go
[02:34.50]Am I just a lost cause
[02:38.06]Or am I feeling lost cause
[02:42.03]I can't tell the difference
[02:45.29]Between my fear and intuition
[02:49.74]Am I just a lost cause
[02:53.40]Or just a little off course
[02:57.27]I can't make a decision
[03:00.79]So I keep waiting I keep wishing
[03:05.24]Am I just a lost cause
[03:08.84]Or am I feeling lost cause
[03:12.88]I can't tell the difference

I always thought
I would end up doing something special
I planned it out and put it in my schedule
I thought I had it figured out
And I was taught
If you pay your dues you get a paycheck
But I put in the time ain't gotten paid yet
So I don't know what that's about
Wonder if I'm getting any closer
If anything is right around the corner
I tell myself to keep working harder and getting farther
Am I just a lost cause
Or am I feeling lost cause
I can't tell the difference
Between my fear and intuition
Am I just a lost cause
Or just a little off course
I can't make a decision
So I keep waiting I keep wishing
My mama called
I brushed it off when she asked what I'm doing
The truth is I don't really have a clue and
And I didn't wanna let her down
Wonder if I'm getting any closer
If anything is right around the corner
I tell myself to keep working harder why do I bother
Am I just a lost cause
Or am I feeling lost cause
I can't tell the difference
Between my fear and intuition
Am I just a lost cause
Or just a little off course
I can't make a decision
So I keep waiting I keep wishing
I keep waiting I keep wishing
Always a day away from quitting
But when I'm just about to give in
Something won't let me let go
Am I just a lost cause
Or am I feeling lost cause
I can't tell the difference
Between my fear and intuition
Am I just a lost cause
Or just a little off course
I can't make a decision
So I keep waiting I keep wishing
Am I just a lost cause
Or am I feeling lost cause
I can't tell the difference